“作為The U Wellness Center的經理,我從2015年12月開始每週進一次藍屋。第二年夏天,一位客戶非常興奮,因為她開始定期去藍屋,所以沒有季節性過敏症。直到她提到它我才意識到我當年(或以後)沒有任何季節性過敏症。這是36年來的第一次。
我繼續定期使用藍屋,每週增加兩次,有時三次。我沒有任何重大的身體問題要處理,所以我用藍屋來調整影響我生活的態度。
偶爾我會有一些純粹靈感的時刻,有時我會遇到棘手問題的答案。我已經多次離開我的身體,這無疑增加了我的通靈能力。然而,頑固的受害者態度繼續養成醜陋的頭腦。
幾天前,我在一群人討論了在問到問題時我們愣住的原因。我從個人經驗中提出觀察,認為由於害怕判斷而缺乏信心在很大程度上起作用。我分享說,我並不總是自信,直到二十五歲左右,我沒有自信或自我價值。四十年的個人發展幫助我學會了愛和接受自己。
正是在這一點上,該小組的另一名成員意識到我父親是一名手作治療者,我的母親是一名中等人士,我們童年的晚餐談話經常包括對死後生命的討論和轉世問我,“這樣開明的父母,你認為你缺乏自信來自哪裡?“
我花了一點時間回答。我試圖想想為什麼我會缺乏信心。最終我的大腦與答案聯繫在一起。 “我和一個患有精神疾病的母親一起長大。”
這個故事並不新鮮。多年來我都知道這個答案。我甚至作到原諒我母親並對她產生了深深的同情,甚至發現自己因為她的力量和堅韌而終極地讓她擺脫了她已經服用了20年的處方藥。
我想到剛剛開車回家的事情,並意識到新的事實是我對童年時期的成長經歷沒有任何情感,判斷或意見。我完全超脫/脫離了。這就像他們都發生在別人而不是我身上。
我在藍屋中經常關注的事情已經顯化,放開我的過去。我終於擺脫了我一生都感受到的受害。它已被提升到細胞層次。在心理上,我能夠推斷發生了什麼。我也能夠認識到我從中獲得的巨大禮物,這些禮物在我的成年生活中給了我很大的幫助。然而,儘管一直保持警惕,小受害者會抓住每一個機會。現在它已經在細胞層次上解開了,我也是自由的。“
伊麗莎白
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"As the manager of The U Wellness Center, I began to do one Blu Room session a week starting in December 2015. The following summer a client came in very excited that she had had no seasonal allergies since she started regular Blu Room sessions. It was not until she mentioned it I realized I to had not had any seasonal allergies that year (or since). The first time for 36 years.
I continued to use the Blu Room regularly, increasing to twice and sometimes three times a week. I did not have any major physical issues to deal with so I used my sessions to focus on attitudes that were impacting my life.
Occasionally I have had moments of pure inspiration other times I have been presented with answers to knotty problems. I have left my body numerous times and it has definitely increased my psychic ability. However, the stubborn victim attitude kept rearing its ugly head.
A few days ago I was in a group of people discussing the reasons why we freeze up when questions are asked. I offered the observation from personal experience that lack of confidence stemming from fear of judgement plays a large part. I shared that I had not always been self-confidant, indeed up until my mid-twenties I had zero self-confidence or self-worth. Forty years personal development has helped me to learn to love and accept myself.
It was at this point that another member of the group who was aware that my father was a hands-on healer, my mother was a medium, and that our childhood dinnertime conversations often included discussions on life after death and reincarnation asked me, "With such enlightened parents where do you think your lack of self-confidence came from?"
It took me a moment to answer. I was trying to think why on earth I would have a lack of confidence. Eventually my brain connected with the answer. "I grew up with a mentally ill mother."
This story is not new. I have known this answer for many years. I have even come to the place of forgiving my mother and developing deep compassion for her, even finding myself honoring her for her strength and tenacity to finally get herself off the prescription drugs she had been on for twenty years.
I contemplated what had just happened on my drive home and realized that what was new was the fact that I had zero emotion, judgements, or opinions on my very formative experiences in childhood. I was totally detached. It was like they all happened to someone else rather than me.
What I had focused on regularly in the Blu Room, unwinding my past, had manifested. I was finally free from the victimization I had felt all my life. It had been lodged on a cellular level. Mentally I had been able to reason what had happened. I had also been able to recognize the enormous gifts I had gained from it that have helped me greatly in my adult life. Yet despite constant vigilance that little victim would raise its head at every opportunity. Now it has been unwound on a cellular level too and I am free."
Elizabeth
The U Wellness Center
phone: (360) 400-5900
address: 301 East Yelm Ave | Yelm, WA 98597
web: www.theUwellnesscenter.com
email: info@theUwellnesscenter.com
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